Friday, May 04, 2007
*$iNgiNG. iN. $tyLe* ...haha. i'm finally back. been very busy lately, that's why the blog has been super not updated. it's been partially dead. can't be help i guess. cos of the hectic schedule and tiring days. haha. well. i'm getting along fine i guess. not that i've been very happy or things have been smooth sailing and all, but more that there's this peace that i have. i'm very stress but at least it's not to the extent where i feel that it's hopeless. i'm tired but i'm not to the point of giving up. things have been tough and challenging. but somehow, instead of feeling unhappy or angry, i'm accepting it. i've learnt to take things in my stride. i guess you can't change things that are meant to be there. and all that's happening now, i take it as a test from God.
with syf drawing nearer, so is the pressure pressure to perform better, mounting. but in the midst of all this work and strving for excellence, i hope none of us lose the very thing that brought us to choir, the joy and love for singing. it'll be very sad if everyone forgets about the reason as to why they joined choir in the first place. and also, any song sung without passion would be dead. no matter how much emotion you try to inject into the song, there'll be one main and important thing lacking from it, and that is sincerity from the heart. i'm gonna conquer the world. i'm gonna overcome all the challenges that come my world. there's still this big world out there for me to explore and know. one day, i'll go visit the whole of europe and australia and maybe US, but for now, i'll just be contented with the places that i can go. it always have to start with a dream. and from this dream, you work towards it.
anyways, it's already week 7. and i'll be flying off in less than 1 month. hello slovakia. cj choir is coming! haha. very excited but this time round, i'm very worried too. worried about my studies and mid year. i really need mental discipline now to push myself and manage my time well, i've got no time to waste at all. yup. need to be efficient and productive at the same time. and i'll be able to do it with God's help. haha. hope the trip will be good. and enjoyable, but most importantly, memorable. this will be my 4th trip with NAT!!! haha.
alrights. enough for now. i hope all of you are happy if not please be happy yar? take care and sleep plenty!
love,
cheryn =)
posted at 5/04/2007 09:06:00 pm
